Every day my heart aches,
My heart breaks.
I feel like I’m going insane,
A decade of joy reduced to a lifetime of pain.
I can’t even imagine seeing his eyes in another,
I see them every day in his brother.
Both of their expressions are so unique.
They lay in my arms as I fall asleep.
I miss them every day,
I mourn and I regret.
They aren’t even gone,
They haven’t left this world yet.
Its just so painful.
I could get over the loss of almost anything…
But these guys have always been there for me.
I wake up and they are safe in my arms,
It kills me.
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